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Friday, January 14, 2005

sighz~ today's been a really bad day. He's simply not in the mood to talk and i had to go ask him why he was so quiet... den it irritated him n i got irritated by how he behaved after receiving my msg because he got irritated. Sighz~ my fault or his fault? I really dunno... i messaged him cos i simply missed him. Was that wrong too? Sighz~Looks like me n him really not meant to be... n i really dunno wad he wants from me and what he wants out of our relationship(if we actually have a r/s in the first place)... Sometimes he acts like i'm the most important person to him and that without me he will be totally upset... n other times, he simply acts like i'm just another accquitance who doesn't understand him at all... he comes to me only when he feels like it... sighz~ Forget it... i'll jus hafta see how things go.
Luckily though today was a bad day, had huixia n alwin's company to cheer me up... stayed at sembawang shopping centre to study n the 3 of us ended up taking funny fotos~ that cheered me up enough i guessed... I finally managed to take a photo of alwin... a v nature smile on his face too~ Quite proud of it. Haha~ I should really join SMUsaic.. den i can take more fotos and also learn more about photography~

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